Where to start. This is one of those posts where I just need to vent. How is it possible to endure so much high emotion on a daily basis? From good to bad I almost don’t even know how to feel. I’m so blessed yet dealing with some crazy things that are definitely taking their toll. Overall I’m tired. Physically and emotionally tired. Let me just list everything: freaking high school!, Interact Club President stress, GRADUATION, volleyball in Australia, mission trip to Haiti, PLNU/college, paying for college, Ata’s slow and painful last few months, Mary Freaking Dolan, Stephanie Flipping Sikes, Natalie Fricking Vergara, Jaci Hope Williams, softball, my weight, pregnancies (Ashleigh, Cousin Jess, Coach Jess, Chandra), and so so soooo much more. Something new comes up or changes every day for the good or bad. My body aches in good and bad ways. I have three months left of high school and everything that goes with that. I can’t complain though because I love every minute of my life. And there are definitely people who deal with more and experience worse then I do. I just needed to tell someone about me. *sigh* I feel much better :)